Somehow when I sing this song I could feel that I put my feeling while singing,
I am so glad you made time to see me
Hows life? tell me how's your family
I havent see them in awhile
You've been good busier than ever
We small talk work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die
This is me swallowing my pride
Standing infront of you saying 'I am sorry for that night..'
I go back to december all the time
These day I havent been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed I didnt call
And I think about the summer all the beautiful time
I watched you laughing from the passenger's side
Realized that I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came the dark days crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye
This is me swallowing my pride
Standing infront of you saying 'I am sorry for that night..'
I go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realize what I had when you were mine
I go back to december turn around and change my own mind
I go back to december all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me so right ]
And how you held me in your arms that september night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it but I cant
So if the chain is on your door I understand
But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing infront of you saying 'I am sorry for that night..'
I go back to december all the time
It turns out freedom aint nothing but missing you
Wishing that I realize what I had when you were mine
I go back to december turn around and change my own mind
I go back to december all the time
-Maya-
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