Thursday, 14 August 2014

The Dark Symphony

F O R  T H E  O N E  W H O  D E S E R V E . .

Dear the rush of fear that blows every night in my sleep, I told you it doesnt blufft me instead rising a laugh from the tip of my lips. The hatred from the devil cave came to slaps me with those harsh words but I am not even trembling while talking loud. Every words that came out clearly whispered the guilty of regret.

I know I aint perfect, I have fear, regret, lax, and everything in me. That's me that could be deny including you and them. I just wanna be me then I would, I wont be what you wanna see and hope because its me and this is my life. I will keep saying those until it shrieks your both ears. I wont stop, never.. 

You kept yelling and sowing pain around with those devil smile, but hey ! could you stop it before the seeds of hatred growing among the peaceful souls ? I am stabbed by your knife right on my heart, i am bleeding. I just watching you disappear as the smoke hide the light from my eyes, there is no word escape from this dry throat. The wind blows in the desert of emptiness as I walked on my naked feet groaning bear the wound you caused. 

My eyes fixed on what have they done to me, set the iron wraps my feet and draw another face on mine. What a cruel love it is.. I chuckle after all. I am struggling from the fears that wraps me tight, oh no they tighten it until I almost lost my breath. My soul dying for the stuffy of depress, close my eyes rising the heat from my mind, yeah the heat of glory. Grabbing my cudgel of freedom I destroy them all with a hit. 

Please stop act care and lovable that way when you truly not ! before I take your mask that used to hide your evilness, I warn you ! Those mountain of sickness might bring me to the ground but everytime you shoot me down with your cruel tag, I swear that I am staying sturdy. I wont let your word playing with my pride anymore, I have collect each peaces of my mind and here I am flapping my wings to highest top of bliss after the clouds of tears. Right here I watch you with a wide smile rise from my bright love, there you are sobbing for what have you done. Truly thankful for every storm that make me finally realize how tough I am for the world. They fail to break me down and give up for drawing me to the cliff of upset. Awake for the end of time, catching the end of rainbow and inhale the happiness that I belongs to. 

-By Maya-

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